complicated feeling =="

haiz.....dunno why i will owiz unhappy when saw my fren asked others but din ask me for some question?Am i stupid?oh gosh.....i really dunno why i got such feeling...why i can't just be myself do whatever things that i like? Why i like to care others so much?is this called 8?why i nid to care what other ppl did wor?why i dun like ppl copy my work?is that i felt not worth if others copied my work and can score better than me without any effort?Can i just share wif them?coz v are frens why nid to care so much leh...is it?“mayb” help others who are in need is better than v just keep everything i know..

today i very unhappy bcoz one of my so called "best fren" went library x tell me...v owiz b 2gather wear short and slipper de..but today dunno why she wear long jeans and sport shoe oso x tell me...luckily i can get in bcoz i wear the trousers can cover up my knees...i really dunno wat happened to her....she felt stress?or inferiority when be wif us?wan 2 find someone tat same standard wif her?up to her le.....i really nothing to say if so....

20 years old still have such a childish mind....I suppose to change my thinking and control my emotion properly...there is not a gud way for me to compare wif others...really tiring....